#my chest physically aches over the dumbest shit rn
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Pls send help I feel so hollow and empty instead
#noodle talks#IDK if I'm crashing out or just depressed but ugh.#my chest physically aches over the dumbest shit rn#it's so weird when I feel this crippling notion that nothing will improve#i haven't really felt this way since like#my dad died and fresh off the breakup#I wish I could just like.#isolate from the whole world#i hate yearning for shit I can't have#unless i feel like settling.#i just feel so empty#I thought I'd feel better by now#i have ppl who care about me#loving family#a roof over my head that's not a nightmare zone#But the rot... it still persists.#ppl are always like 'u gotta love urself 1st before u love someone else'#ok ... how??#at least a couple days to one week out of each month I feel like hell#be it physically or emotionally#I'd rather be in physical agony rn than emotional agony#you think anyone would care if I fell off the face of the earth for a while?#i don't really think so.#I'm not particularly cool or swag to be around#just some weirdo who's embarrassingly transparent and easily hurt i guess 😮💨#here's to hoping the sound of the washing machine cycle Drowns out my sobs#if anyone asks I'll just say I'm sad over my dead dad#negative/#easier to explain than 'i hate myself and i want to die' i think#vent
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